I wish I could freeze moments. Capture some things forever. But just like autumn leaves memories too lose their green and fade. Sometimes I get so lost that I can't remember if it was good or bad, I just remember the feeling, the sensation and I dont know what to think anymore.

Was it worth it all those nights we spent; all that air wasted. All I can remember are those puddles jumping in hand in hand without a care in the world. Just like we are jumping into adulthood but we arent so close anymore.

Maybe its how its suppose to be. I know things can never change once its set in motion. Leaves do not get their color back once the green escapes. But ill never forget the puddles, I'll never forget their splash, how the water collected in my hands; filling up the gaps and lost time.

Just like that moment when the leaf falls from the tree, I'll never forget the puddles matt. The puddles are my frozen moment in time.